Consumed

I am 100% completely consumed with Katie sleeping. It's all I do and think about. It's made our lives miserable. I spend most of the day trying to get her to nap, worried that she won't nap long enough which will make bed time even worse. Then we spend all night desperately try to get her to stay asleep, which obviously isn't going so well as she was up 10x last night.

I am a giant exhausted heaping mess. This is way more than I ever bargained for. I hate what our lives has become...barely surviving. I feel most sorry for Kelton.

Triathlon is tomorrow morning. What the hell was I thinking.